New Beginnings

When will things change? This is a question I hear all the time from people in my circle.

The answer is change, all kinds, has already started, and there is no stopping it.

People are becoming brighter and I don't me in a intellectual sense, although that is true as well, I mean in a spiritual sense. We are caring more about the things that are important to us. Family, friends, vocation, community, and environment. It's easy to see and I feel if we just took the time to look around us we would notice all kinds of positive change.

Case In Point ~ I spent my day yesterday working for a friend, one that I have gotten to know pretty much exclusively through internet socializing. Weird but true. I was initially introduced to Mike Cheliak by my dear friend Bob Hatcher. I want to illustrate how things are changing by examining Mike's company, My Sports Shooter. Mike is a well grounded, easy going, nurturing guy who empowers his company mysportsshooter.com. with his positive spirit. As far as I can tell, it is important to Mike to illuminate what it is he works on and who he works with and by doing so he in turn illuminates himself. This is a wonderful circle to experience, trust me. Positivity is a force that must be shared, there is no keeping in locked up.

This is a change that is spreading in homes, in offices, in schools, in communities, all over the world. It may seem so simple and it may go unnoticed but people sharing their positivity is what is going to change this world. I am grateful for the opportunity to be able to work with fun, energetic, positive souls. I say work, but that hardly is a fair analysis of the case in point.

Starting today, do yourself a huge favour, and begin your week with positive intentions. Go out there and create a positive circle by looking to help those around you, share only good thoughts with yourself and others, encourage and support all that you come in contact with. Walk into your place of work with a huge smile and a helping hand. Be sure to take the time to shower the ones you love with your love, and you will notice a shift. Weird but true. You may think that this is an exercise that will drain you, and you maybe right. Initially this may feel physically exhaustive for you but I can tell you that eventually the spiritual gains that you begin to gather with lift you not only physically but in all ways.

I Am So Lovable

If I could have one wish it would be for every single being to have the ability to realize that they are worthy of being loved and of loving.

It's when we realize this about ourselves that we are able to embrace and express our vulnerabilities, completely. When we open up the windows to our not so perfect self this is when we make true lasting connections and to connect, after all, is why we are here. Connecting is what fills us with purpose and meaning.

Where have all the kids gone?

The year was 1971, the place Newmarket, the time 6 p.m. on October 31 and I was 10 years old.

I can remember being so excited for Halloween night and all that it brought with it. We would gather at dusk, we would plane our route for days, we would knock on every door within a 10 mile radius. Yes I said mile, it was 1971, remember? I can recall traveling the streets in packs, what seemed like hundreds of us. We would have to return home on several occasions throughout the night to ''dump'' our ''haul'' only to run out the door not to fall too far behind the other tramps, witches, ghosts, and ghouls.

Do you remember that lady that lived down the street that made fresh homemade candy apples for all the kids from our street? We walked right into her kitchen to pick our apple off a tray on her counter. Does this still happen?

Last night, in Barrie, I was so disappointed as I am on most Halloween nights, of late. I decorate my house, with spiders and pumpkins, smoke machines and full size handmade coffins. I wear my traditional scary mask and I sit and wait. to share my 100's of chocolate bars, bags of chips, and sweet treats, and I wait and I wait. I am pretty sure that I had fewer than 10 kids rap on my door last night. I did not have a single knock after 8 o'clock. The local elementary school seems to house 100's of kids during the day. Do they just not have the drive that we had? Is it too much effort for them? Are they too busy playing it safe?

Where have all the kids gone?

Knock Knock!

Life is full of opportunity. This world is full of possibilities. We are full of love. The ultimate opportunity. Embrace it. Embrace the world. Embrace life. Embrace yourself.

Karma's a Bitch?

Karma is not the bitch, we are. Karma (from the Pali Kamma) simply means action. Actions are performed in three ways ~ by body, mind or in speech. Every action of significance is performed because there is a DESIRE for a result. This desire, no matter how mild, is a form of craving. The craving just proves that we exist. To exist is to act, existence and action are inseparable. All actions are bound to have intention (the volition). And some form of desire is behind every activity of life. To live is to "desire".

An action, Karma, is morally wholesome or unwholesome. It is, unwholesome when it is motivated by the forms of craving that are associated with greed, hatred and delusion. It is wholesome when it is motivated by indifference, friendship and wisdom. An act so motivated is prompted by intention rather than by craving. Yet in every act of craving, intention is included. Intention gives direction and form to the deed.

The misrepresentation that Karma is a ''bitch'' may stem from the negativity we draw to ourselves when our actions are unwholesome. You see, we all have a tendency to take credit when good things happen around us (also caused from Karma) but we love to pass the buck when the not so nice enters our world (life's a bitch).

Each action with intent attached is our own creation. The will behind it, constitutes a force, similar to the great, unseen physical forces that move the universe. By our thoughts, words and actions, we create our world from moment to moment in the endless process of change.

We also create our "selves", that is to say, we mould our changing personality as we go along, by the accumulation of such thoughts, words and actions. We not only create our personality , we create the conditions in which it functions. In other words, we create the kind of world we are to live in. The mind, therefore, is the master of our world. As a man's mind is, so is his cosmos.

Please remember that we carry our personalities forward from past lives. All action from all lives are remembered in this life, stored in our cells (cell memory). Are we rewarded or distracted in this life for actions put forth in a previous life? Could be!

Each person's Karma is his own personal act, its results are his own personal inheritance. He alone has complete command over his actions, no matter to what degree others may try to force him.

So the next time you want to be a bitch remember that Karma may show up at your doorstop wearing a T-shirt with the word BIATCH splashed across the chest. Then again it may not show up for sometime?

Right ON!

Wounded children grow up and become wounded adults. Since no one taught us how to heal ourselves, we seek momentary relief by always trying to be right. Yes, many of us have a need to be right all the time. For we associate being right with being worthy. Suppose you and I engaged in a conversation and I strongly disagreed with everything you said, how would you feel? The average person would feel threatened and insecure, for if I challenge your ideas, I'm challenging you.

If I treated your ideas as worthless, wouldn't I be suggesting that you, too, are worthless? Why would I do that? Well, we criticize others to feel better about ourselves. So, in order to make up for the love that I was denied as a child, I attack you, a perfectly innocent person! Not that I want to punish you; I just want you to admit that I am right and you are wrong, for in doing so, I will get the recognition and approval I desperately seek.

Even if I were to get you to admit I am right, all I would succeed in doing is to transfer my pain to you. My relief would come at your expense. So, regardless who wins the argument, we both lose because our relationship would suffer. We are only as strong or as weak as our relationships, so it doesn't make any sense to damage them. When dealing with co-workers, friends, and family, we have to ask ourselves, do I want to be right and weaker or agreeable and stronger; do I want to think about ME or do I want to think about WE?

Besides weakening our relationships, insisting on being right has the awful consequence of transforming us into the person we don't want to be. You see, we become arrogant, self righteous, and sanctimonious. Our narrow-minded and know-better-than-you attitude drives people away.

It's not only people we drive away. We also drive away knowledge. For by refusing to consider the opinions of others, we slam the door on new ideas. One of the greatest thinkers of our time, Edward de Bono, had this to say, "The need to be right all the time is the biggest bar to new ideas. It is better to have enough ideas for some of them to be wrong than to be always right by having no ideas at all."

When someone expresses opinions that differ from yours, there is good reason to stop and listen. After all, you can be wrong! Think back; how many of the ideas that you held ten years ago have you changed? It's impossible for us to improve without CHANGING for the better. Our thoughts, opinions, and beliefs also need changing. Sometimes they need to be replaced. Other times they merely need to be broadened or improved by commingling the ideas of others with our own.

When we remain open-minded and willingly embrace the ideas of others, we participate in our own self-growth. And as we see ourselves improve, we raise our level of self-esteem, thereby decreasing our need to always be right. Also, by welcoming the ideas of others, we increase their confidence. Those who need to be right depend on others for their self-esteem. They need to have others recognize and approve of them. But as we grow increasingly interested in DOING right, rather than BEING right, we boost our confidence and self-respect and are no longer dependent on others for our own happiness.

So, always try to be open-minded. When others speak, don't look for points to disagree with, but look for wisdom that you can add to your own. The open-minded see the truth in different things, but the narrow-minded see only the differences. We need our differences. For they provide us with more options and possibilities, making us stronger and wiser.

Another reason for welcoming our differences is that they offer an opportunity to give the treasured gifts of tolerance and acceptance to others. By relinquishing our right to be right and turning over power to others we grant them the right to be themselves. One can hardly offer anyone a greater gift. If, despite our urge to be right, we act generously, we will discover the exciting truth that we have enough inner strength to conquer our vulnerabilities. As our mentality changes from victim to victor, our self-doubts slowly dissolve.

Another discovery we will make is that it is only after recognizing and accepting others that we will finally find the recognition and acceptance we have been looking for. Yet another discovery is that our bad habits do not have to define us, for we can change our thoughts and behaviour at any time.

The path to change involves being aware of our thoughts and asking the right questions. For example, if you find yourself constantly arguing with your spouse, you need to ask yourself, "Do I want to be right or do I want to be happy? Do I want to be an individual who is always right or do I want to be part of a loving relationship? Do I want to be right and hurtful or do I want to be accepting and caring. Do I wish to take what I can from this relationship and weaken it or do I wish to contribute what I can to it and strengthen it?

Ralph constantly gets irritated by his wife's "stupid" questions. She asks him about things that she already knows the answer to. That upsets Ralph because it is "illogical" to ask about what you already know. But it is Ralph who is illogical because his anger is driving a wedge between him and his wife, Courtney. Does that make any sense? What Ralph did not understand is that Courtney was not ASKING QUESTIONS, she was merely MAKING CONVERSATION. She was expressing her love by inviting her husband to speak. She was working on building the relationship, which is the logical thing to do.

Perhaps we can't all be experts on the differences between the way men and women think, but we don't have to be. All we have to do is respect others and abandon our need to be right. As long as we do the right thing, things will work out right. Finally, be careful of what you think of others, for you can rise no higher than your lowest opinion of another.

Givers and Takers

Generosity can be a blessing for the giver and the recipient, and also inspires good feelings in people who see it happening. ~ Zen Moments


An old friend texted me something yesterday that really touched my soul. What she said was in reference to my commenting on the disregard that some people display towards loved ones. Her text went something like this, ''some of us dance a little harder in life but you must remember that our intention is to never stomp on any ones toes.'' My response to her was that she does not have to remind the ones around her to watch their toes because it is our toes she is stomping on. How can one forget that their toes just got stomped? Please note that the quote contains no apology!

I understand that we all have tendencies to give and take in life but I also believe that we are either more of a giver or lean towards being a taker, at our core. Which are you?

If I look at the phrase quoted above I can only conclude that my dear friend is a taker and what she said, really says so much more.

I commend my friend for having such a great attitude towards living , hell, we are only here once right? Grab it and shake the shit out of it no matter who you trash in the process? Well, I for one can not live life at the expense of all around me. I can't feel good about taking advantage of those around me and I wish that one day all ''the dancers'' will wake up and stop stomping on my toes.

The fascinating thing about my friend is, if you take a look at her life and it doesn't have to be a long look, you will see that at a very young age she was hurt, more than once I might add. Is it because of all this hurt that my friend thinks its OK to step on toes, its OK to take without considering those all around, it is OK to hurt and take advantage and disregard your loved ones? It can't be that simple but sometimes I think it may be.

So this is where I sit in this relationship. I have been trying for years to get her to see but it seems to be an impossible task. What is it that keeps my interest? Why do we tolerate these types in our lives? Are we in awe of their zest all the while caught in the after tow of their disregard? Is sorrow felt for their hurt coupled with admiration for their ability to overcome? I can't put my finger on it.

We all have or have had friends like this in our circles, you just have to be aware of them. Look for the over achievers, the socially over active, the ones committed to everything but to no one. Do you have a friend that is always late and never apologize? Friends that borrow and never return, the ones that give so little but expect so much. These are the friends that never seem to understand how you can feel ''this way''? On a darker side, as they grow, they are the ones that cheat in marriage, steal in business, abuse themselves, and run from emotional situations.

We don't always get to chose who we love but we do get to chose how we can manage our loved ones. What to do with the relationships that seem to put us in this position? I suggest steel toed boots and a truck load of patience and if that doesn't work, saying good-bye might!